I get scared when I feel “stuck” in my life. I get scared when I meet a new friend and I’m afraid he won’t like me.
I get scared when a woman I love is quiet for a bit too long. At dinner parties I get scared when I have nothing to say. I get scared when people I care for are hurt.
I’m afraid of what people are saying about me behind my back. I’m afraid that when I’m an old man I will be too sick to move and nobody will visit me.
I want to practice courage.
Courage is caring but not having to care. Helping but not forcing. Saying no without being afraid of consequences.
Doing your best every moment but letting go of the results. Being loving with no expectation of love.
You become what you practice.
I get attached to things because of fear of losing them. Fear leads to anger. Anger ruins lives.
Courage is letting them go and simply waiting for what happens next.
I want to be what I practice. Courage risks fear.
Breathe.
No matter what, my little baby, it will be ok. Shhhh. You will grow up and fly away and I will never stop loving you.