Sometimes I feel like I’m engulfed in red flames. I don’t want to be afraid or anxious any more. There are two banks to the river: on one bank are all the regrets,…
Sometimes I feel like I’m engulfed in red flames. I don’t want to be afraid or anxious any more. There are two banks to the river: on one bank are all the regrets, guilt…past. On the other bank are all the worries, anxieties…future. I lived most of my life on the bottom of the river, clinging […]
“Did the mailman have red hair?” said the man in front of me on line, implying that my ex-wife had sex with a mailman and then she had my daughter, who has …
“Did the mailman have red hair?” said the man in front of me on line, implying that my ex-wife had sex with a mailman and then she had my daughter, who has bright orange hair. We were on line to get ice cream. I was with my illegitimate bastard and the guy was a total […]
It’s hard to live. To digest. To get a job. To find someone to love. To find someone who loves you back. People make a lot of money trying to solve…
It’s hard to live. To digest. To get a job. To find someone to love. To find someone who loves you back. People make a lot of money trying to solve all of the above problems. They sell packages for $19.95 a month and then people like me forget to unsubscribe. At the end […]
I didn’t have my first kiss until I was 18. I didn’t even have my first hug until I was 18. My parents never hugged or kissed. That’s ok. I’m not saying…
I didn’t have my first kiss until I was 18. I didn’t even have my first hug until I was 18. My parents never hugged or kissed. That’s ok. I’m not saying this in a sob story sort of way. I feel blessed that I was never hugged or kissed as a child. Many people […]
In 2005 I was going to go out of business (again). My biggest investor had to pull out. His business had failed. He had a nervous twitch and whenever I ran into…
In 2005 I was going to go out of business (again). My biggest investor had to pull out. His business had failed. He had a nervous twitch and whenever I ran into him he was constantly twitching, “I need my money back,” he told me. But I didn’t have it I had invested it. It […]
I get scared when I feel “stuck” in my life. I get scared when I meet a new friend and I’m afraid he won’t like me. I get scared when a woman…
I get scared when I feel “stuck” in my life. I get scared when I meet a new friend and I’m afraid he won’t like me. I get scared when a woman I love is quiet for a bit too long. At dinner parties I get scared when I have nothing to say. I get […]
The police came when someone called in that I was causing a disturbance. I went upstairs and pretended to be asleep but they came up there anyway and said, “What’s going on?”…
The police came when someone called in that I was causing a disturbance. I went upstairs and pretended to be asleep but they came up there anyway and said, “What’s going on?” I’m asleep. Well, you have to get up. At the very least we have to take you to a motel. We’re not allowed […]
